My dad is an alcoholic and i'm losing the plot?

I went through the same thing with my Mom . But luckily it stopped at the age of 7 . Sweetie , the only thing I can say is Stick in there . I know it sounds corny .. But really it's the best advice I can give you since I went through it .. Just make sure you don't show your dad weakness . He'll go on about how you're never happy and it makes him unhappy .